tfln #4 return of the terrible choices

[muskeg]

you know the drill. have at it, swampians.

Comments

[foxtwo]

cover up? in florida?

there are batteries in one of the kitchen drawers. what's the experiment?

[strewn]

Just in case. I may not need to.

Will anyone mind if I take them? [ Long pause. ] It's something personal.

[foxtwo]

you want to possibly cover up your neck. In this house, there's only one thing I can think of why you'd want to do that

i don't think anybody will mind, otherwise they wouldn't be there and stay there. too personal to share?

[strewn]

Really? Which reason is that?

Okay. I only need two. [ Another long pause. ] Only if things related to sex are too personal to talk about.

[foxtwo]

hickeys. is that your reason?

if you don't think it's too personal, then it isn't. i don't mind talking about sex.

[strewn]

It's not an immediate concern. But it's better to be prepared, I think. There is another explanation though, isn't there?

In that case, it's something related to sex. I have no experience with it.

[foxtwo]

is there? like what?

none, whatsoever? at all? so the batteries are for a toy? what kind of toy? don't go too big if it's a first.

[strewn]

There's a vampire living here, right?

None whatsoever. I don't really know all the names for things, honestly. How big is too big?

[foxtwo]

you think a turtleneck will keep him from biting you if he feels like it?

well if we're talking dildo, usually anything above 8 inches is considered big, but i guess it depends on how tall you are, a bit. ow tall are you?

but really it's more about girth. don't get anything that looks scary.

although i guess if you really have no experience whatsoever i'd recommend using your own fingers first. and lots of lube.

[strewn]

Not really, but if I wanted to hide bite marks like I want to hide hickeys, the shirt would surely help, wouldn't it?

I'm not really worried about that though.

Oh, I'm not tall. More than eight inches sounds very [ what?? ] challenging.

I definitely have plenty of lube. [ Thank you, Minsu. ] Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself and I should put off getting the batteries...

[foxtwo]

you want him to bite you??

yeah, 8 and above is a lot. and i'd say for a first try and exploratory thing, you definitely don't need something that vibrates, either. fingers are good. you want to know your own body, and know what feels good.

have you ever masturbated? surely you have, right?

[strewn]

No. I don't know. He's not a vampire. Wait, who are we talking about now?

All right. Thank you. I'll wait on the batteries and try what you said first. I thought that might be tougher...

When people say "surely," it doesn't exactly inspire someone to say "no, I haven't," does it?

[foxtwo]

i don't think you're talking about the vampire anymore. but you might like to be bitten. don't dismiss anything until you've tried it once, you know?

fingers are good. you can decide how deep you go, and you can add one or two more when you feel comfortable. the easier is to be on your back or on your knees.

sorry, i thought - it feels like one of these things we all do as soon as we realize we can have boners. i didn't mean to sound judgy. but you should definitely do that.

wait. have you ever had an erection?

[strewn]

I'm trying to keep an open mind. There's a lot to consider. Now there's biting...

How many? Three? I'm not sure it makes sense. Not the part about fingers, that makes sense. But the positioning.

I'm not exactly characteristic of most people, so I understand why you'd say that. It's fine. My body functions normally, like anyone else's, but I just never did anything about it.

Now I need to figure it out.

[foxtwo]

don't worry about the biting so much just yet.

well, honestly, i'd recommend you masturbate first. lube up your hand and touch yourself. it's like, your base. once you've got a hang of that, you can try out adding fingers. work yourself up, and then add more lube, and start with one finger. on your back is probably the best.

[strewn]

Okay.

I don't want to get ahead of myself.

I'd just like to feel like I have an idea of what I like. I'll try what you suggested. Thank you. You really didn't have to help me out so much, so I appreciate it.

[ His head is spinning! ]

[foxtwo]

honestly, in my opinion you'd do best with a partner. once you know your own body a little better, anyway. are you doing this with the intent of having sex with someone, or is it just for yourself?

i don't mind. i'm glad to help.

[strewn]

It's both. I'm trying to learn about myself. I haven't had many chances to do that.

But I also want to be prepared to do this with someone special.

Lots of people here have been glad to help us with things. It's a good house.

[foxtwo]

it's a good thing to do. at least you get to know your own body. it'll make it easier for when you have a partner, too.

it is a good house. i was not convinced, at first, but i've been persuaded

[strewn]

I can't really deny being curious. It's not the only way I want to know myself better, but it's a big one.

What made you wary at first?

[foxtwo]

it might help you in other ways, too. but, honestly, if you've never had one, even by yourself, you definitely need to have an orgasm. you deserve it. we all do.

everything did.

[strewn]

You sound passionate about the subject.

Everything is really broad.

[foxtwo]

well, orgasms are pretty great.

it's still accurate.

[strewn]

I thought they must be, since so many people speak so highly of sex in the first place, and that is the goal, after all, right?

I guess it means your journey has been pretty dramatic.

[foxtwo]

well, yes and no. there's something to be said about what happens before the orgasms, too. some people like to delay them as much as possible.

i don't know if it's been more dramatic than anyone else's, but it's made us very wary and distrustful, at first, yes. we're getting better.