tfln #4 return of the terrible choices

[muskeg]

you know the drill. have at it, swampians.

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[raebands]

[ how dare you sir, that makes Rae flush a little because--]

You pay that much attention to my hips huh? Who says it's not just because of the new garter and stockings I have?

[gunflowers]

[ chokiNG ]

even less... explainable that you'd be sexually frustrated then...

[raebands]

[ hey at least he hasn't sent you a picture of them.

yet.]

Is it? Maybe people just aren't paying enough attention to things, or something. That and honestly, sometimes I don't know what to do, I haven't been around this many attractive people before it's-- I dunno, kind of intimidating I guess.

[gunflowers]

really? you're intimidated? why? d'you think you're going to get rejected, because let me tell you, that doesn't sound very likely, in my opinion

if you don't hit on the married people, that is

[raebands]

I mean yeah, have you like looked at yourself? Or like anyone else in this house? Everyone is so-- stunning.

Wait, WAIT, who is actually married?

[gunflowers]

yeah, well, compared to you or anyone else in the house, i'm pretty low on the ladder
you can't not know how gorgeous you are, surely

oh, i mean like, you know. exclusive and monogamists and stuff. like sage and minsu, and neve and dash. oh, hyunki and adder. these two might actually be married, for all i know. i think that's it?

[raebands]

I think that you might have some self-esteem problems there, Myung. Trust me, you are not low on that ladder at all.

Oh, okay that-- yeah, I think I knew that. Maybe. I dunno, I feel weird propositioning anyone honestly. It is just-- I wanna just get to know people?

[gunflowers]

huh, i mean. maybe? but i also am not blind.

that's usually how it starts, isn't it? doesn't have to proposition people so much than just... let it happen? that's pretty much how shit has happened for me

[raebands]

I think you might be a little when it comes to yourself.

And it happens that way for you because you're attractive and funny and smart and--- yeah it's not really an issue for you. It's just-- ah, whatever.

[gunflowers]

you're just flirting with me

are you saying it's an issue for you? come on, rae. you're hot as hell, and so nice, bright and funny and sweet.

don't you whatever me. it's just what?

[raebands]

That's not flirting! If I was flirting I would mention how attractive the curve of your lips are or something, that was just me telling the truth.

I mean I'm nice but-- I'm just... I don't know. Boring? That doesn't fully get it but... I don't know.

It's just nothing, you're kind of amazing, everyone in this house is really in their own way, sometimes I just feel a little less in comparison. Not that I'm upset with them! Everyone is so amazing here too. I'm glad Riz found you all.

[gunflowers]

njdkvlfn what

you're not boring, wtf. if i'm amazing, then so are you, i don't really get what i would have that you don't.

you're amazing. out of the two of us, rae, i'm not sure who's got the most self esteem issues. you could have anyone you want, here.

[raebands]

...what, you have a very nice mouth okay. And I just mean like... aesthetically.

I dunno, I mean I don't know much about the world when you look at it, I was incredibly sheltered. Sure, I can play some instruments and I know some hapkido but-- nothing else is all that notable. I was only someone before the war because my parents...

[ who are stupid rich and ha ha right, he has never really talked about them or his family before. ]

Um I mean, I know I'm pretty but-- that's so shallow. That's it, I'm shallow compared to everyone else!! I mean maybe not bad but-- you get it?

[gunflowers]

I, huh. thank you? so do you.

what do you think *i* know? fuck all, that's what. you and i, i don't think we're that different

your parents?

i don't think you're shallow. shallow people don't think they're shallow.